It’s summertime and I haven’t even really taken as much advantage of it, so far, as I should. It’s as if I don’t know how to just get up and DO stuff anymore. I’ve become so lost to the real world I’ve lost familiarity with how it feels to really enjoy myself—lol okay I’m really starting to sound like a total failure in the social department but that’s really not the case, I’m just feeling a little consumed. I’ve been seeking to accomplish a few tasks during this break before I finally participate in the overrated yet slightly anticipated experience of c o l l e g e; honestly I’m not even in the least bit excited. I’ve sat there & contemplated over and over again about the whole thing & I can’t seem to convince myself that college is really for me..I can’t even see it. Apart from all that, the goals I have set for this summer are to:

• GET A JOB
• perfect my driving
• go to a concert
• take a trip to NYC
• save up for a camera 
• make some clothes
• read read read
• write write write
• make a load of drawings & sketches
• go on a few spontaneous road trips
• do something new with my hurr
• get my nose peircing
• p a r t y !
• take a bunch photoss
• meet new people/make new friends :]
• do some soul searching
• & finally make my own reality show. that is all.

Overall, I just want to have as much enjoyment as I possibly can before school starts again. I hope it all goes downn ( :